This global, external illness is the reflection of an inner conflict we all face: we have split ourselves internally. With self-awareness we think we think our thoughts and feel our feelings, when in reality, all is one process. Sentience has created a curlicue on existence and we have become lost in it. We are attached to this kaleidoscope of symbols, language, and the story of ourselves. We find ourselves to be separate, detached from the external world and thus we see mother nature, our planet, our environment as an outside alien force that is completely cut-off from our sense of self. When something is not intrinsically you, or if there is a part of yourself you don't like, your initial reaction is to get rid of it, pretend it doesn't exist, and live in a state of illusion. This is how we live with ourselves internally. We never want to be where we are, who we are, so instead, we put on a mask. The economy/culture/the system is the external worlds mask, a reflection of your own internal mask. We spend most of our experience in a state of alert-consciousness, the story of "me" in the "outside" world, all happening "inside" my head. However, this is a part, not all of experience. If you are in the part, you are not in the whole.
There is an emptiness inside all of us. We try to fill this space with everything and anything, never wanting to accept and surrender to it. This fuels our materialistic society today. You can see the effects it is having on our environment. The Great Pacific garbage patch, the giant concrete, mechanical jungles that we call cities that are suffocating and blocking the Earth's natural formation, the massive hurricanes and other horrific storms which are becoming stronger by the year, the rapid rate of deforestation taking place within the Amazon and all around the globe... something is obviously not right.
Currently, there is an illusory notion that we are separate from our environment. We feel as if we came into this world, from the outside in. We did not come into this world, we grew out of it. There is no such thing as separation when something grows from within itself. The universe was a seed (the big bang) and has grown and continues to grow. What you are experiencing at this very moment is the big bang coming on as you.
"It's like you took a bottle of ink and you threw it at a wall. Smash! And all that ink spread. And in the middle, it's dense, isn't it? And as it gets out on the edge, the little droplets get finer and finer and make more complicated patterns, see? So in the same way, there was a big bang at the beginning of things and it spread. And you and I, sitting here in this room, as complicated human beings, are way, way out on the fringe of that bang. We are the complicated little patterns on the end of it. Very interesting. But so we define ourselves as being only that. If you think that you are only inside your skin, you define yourself as one very complicated little curlique, way out on the edge of that explosion. Way out in space, and way out in time. Billions of years ago, you were a big bang, but now you're a complicated human being. And then we cut ourselves off, and don't feel that we're still the big bang. But you are. Depends how you define yourself. You are actually--if this is the way things started, if there was a big bang in the beginning--you're not something that's a result of the big bang. You're not something that is a sort of puppet on the end of the process. You are still the process. You are the big bang, the original force of the universe, coming on as whoever you are. When I meet you, I see not just what you define yourself as--Mr so-and-so, Ms so-and-so, Mrs so-and-so--I see every one of you as the primordial energy of the universe coming on at me in this particular way. I know I'm that, too. But we've learned to define ourselves as separate from it."
Each election year we are given the illusion of change with the idea of voting. Pick the puppet on the left or the puppet on the right; two sides of the same broken coin. Sure, there is some small changes that may take place, but in reality what really changes is only the face while the toxic body remains, seeping into our daily lives. The economy is our worlds main focus. We must grow and achieve more and more and more. This is a reflection of the emptiness we feel inside. The economy is a collective idea, solidified by you and I. It is infinite, while the world we live upon, our precious planet that we are and grow out of is finite.
How can something finite live within something infinite?
To change the outer world while still being uncomfortable internally is madness. Stop whatever you are doing and be where you are. Sit in your sorrow, sit in your joy, sit in whatever current state of being you are in. It's not about what you want there to be or what there was, but what there is. Be humble and go slow, there is no rush. No one wants to sit with themselves in complete silence, doing nothing. We are afraid, afraid of what we might hear, of what might happen, but we are that... so there is nothing to be afraid of.
Money is both a disease and a blessing, all depending on your spot on the globe. Some people are literally dying from lack thereof while others have so much they don't know what to do with it all. We walk by people almost daily who are begging for change, begging for something to survive. Why is this? Is this inherent with this system or are they just lazy? Well, let's look at how this monetary system is made. Where does money come from? What is it? What it is, really, is nothing, an idea in which we make real. And where does it come from? Assuming you are in the United States, The Federal Reserve (which is actually not federal at all but rather a privatized banking system) sends money to the U.S. when they send them "banking notes" or really just more fictitious pieces of paper. This money they send the U.S. is literally made out of thin air. So where is the value? In debt, or more simply put, slave work: working and getting nothing back. Because of this monetary system, inherently some people will be on the wrong end of the stick. When you make something out of nothing, the only way to make it valuable is through paying it back with more money/work. All of this debt everyone is in is starting to make sense now isn't it? With this system in place, it is impossible to pay back the debt. Inflation continues to increase and the debt will grow, and inevitably there will be a collapse.MIT predicts by 2030 it will, I think sooner. Let it, we don't need it, but we need to prepare. We need to provide our own food, shelter, and water. It will be hard, but it is possible, especially with modern day technology.. Together, let us leave this rubber society in the dust. A modern day Archaic Revival (as Terrence McKenna puts it) is needed. 100% sustainable communities need to be put in place where we work together to feed, clothe, and truly be with each other. We need to work in-harmony with mother nature, not against her. We all crave a tribe to belong to, our hunter-gatherer instincts are still in-play today. And the great thing is, we can go back. Our sense of community, understanding, and overall well-being will increase ten-fold in this way of life. It is possible, it is our future, our only future. All we have to do is shift.